Reading one’s own mind out is perfect resolution for catharsis. The orators have the ability to speak well but the emotional texture can be out of anybody’s mind with perfect words. Speaking out the heart is supportive and resting. 

Owe Life to Parents

Sketched with a binary feeling, 

now existing is just a silent dealing.

Privation follows throughout,

I wish I could end it and take out !!

But there is much more to live for,

To commemorate and to wish for

I can see those souls who conferred me life

Who lived, struggled and fought to make me survive

How can I slaughter their nurturing?

Their prayer, their care, their upbringing

Relinquishing myself from this worthy life

Would defy the rules of the two teachers of life

My flagging away will halt their existence

This will almost be their end

Who am I, to take their lives?

Of the ones who gave me life

Yes, it’s time to pay them off

By becoming, who they have always dreamt off!!

Yes my parents are that verve

The ones, who will always remain my inspiration to persevere. 

Focused Values

Being from a Jat clan realized the immense pressure of maintaining the values.  Since the beginning of my comprehending age, the only thing I was sure and proud of was ‘my culture’. It is like breathing among the people of same clique who posses’ almost identical outlook and anticipate their future generations to act and live same. Leading a life is quite simple as your know-how is centered on rules and regulations that you happily follow. Your judgment zone is mesmerized and you enjoy your living.

However, at a particular age (adolescence) comes the sense of revolt that emerges and continues for a prolonged period. The major change comes due to easy differentiation among cultures. Mainly when a child moves out and witnesses the children of other clans he experience change and could identify it easily.  Here, the child prefers and develops new habits, as grass looks greener on the other side and that’s where the clash of mind and identity begins.

Sometimes it happens at a little later stage that is around 20’s when a child leaves home and shifts to another place for higher studies. But, some things are grounded through roots and you cannot change them. You will love the new culture initially but even then deep in your mind you will remain conscious of your own conventions with whom you strongly agree. You may not want to reveal your inner thoughts but you would prefer your own principles amongst all. Lately, when you come back to your place, among your own people, you sooner realize that it was just a surreal life and getting back to real is the need of an hour. Soon you indulge in your own world which is again highly influenced by your clan’s principles, where your heart actually is. Therefore you become pretty sure that you would certainly slot in the same values in your future generations.